Days of My Life

gaynessJH (8:34:48 PM): CHACE CRAWFORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! moi (8:35:15 PM): what about him? gaynessJH (8:35:28 PM): hes pretty!! How very true that is. And a guy said that! Hahaha. Manipulation...the beauty of Internet. It is now 8:56 in the nighttime, and I am chatting, watching "The Perfect Marriage" (trust me, it's not as "nice" of a movie as it sounds), hearing piano music, and doing this. I like suspenseful movies. And crime shows! Not that I myself will ever commit any such crimes anytime soon. Or ever... Hopefully. Haha. I am proud to announce that... I have completed all mandatory summer assignments! I say "mandatory" because Deca isn't necessarily mandatory... It's just highly suggested. Speaking of which, I finally got around to organizing all my Deca papers for this year today. Deca papers, and then some. It felt good to organize everything and stuff. And be done with everything as well, of course. I feel so good today! Tonigh...

That's what I like about you I love it when you dance with me What I adore about you I love it when you laugh with me That's what I like about you How we be liking the same song As indicated by the title of this particular blog, today's weather was so strange! First it was so very humid and rather hot even though the sun was not out. Then the sun came out, and it was still humid but not so much. Intermittently, it would be cloudy or whatever, and it'd be cool, but still humid! And...yeah. Just some very strange weather. It is currently four minutes past half past seven (7:34), and I am watching "Wheel of Fortune". I like solving these puzzles in general. Just like I like answering particular questions on "Jeopardy!". Haha. I am so sleepy right now. I didn't get a five o' clock nap today! Darn it. I woke up before 6:30 this morning and have been on the computer for hours upon hours. Just like yesterday. How exhausting. But at least yesterday I...

I will try to make this as short (but not necessarily sweet) as possible, because somebody is on the verge of coercing me to go to sleep. That somebody is my mother, in case you have not figured so. And it is only 10:35! Goodness. Today was registration day. The lines were long and excruciatingly long. When I first to arrived, I saw a huge line, and as I continued walking, the line continued to be long! It was horrifying horrific. Good thing it went by quickly for everybody to go into Chancellor Hall, though, or else those around me would have suffered from continuous complaining and whining! Blah, blah, blah. I shall simply skip the details (because they are not worthy of going over, especially when I have such a time constraint) and dive straight to the point (which is unusual of me, I know): My tentative schedule for this school year as of now is as follows... AP Chem AP Calc BC H US History AP Lang Spanish 3 Journalism I hate my schedule. Look at it! It does not even look the least...

Not really. Currently 9:06 in the evening; eating a Yoplait strawberry yogurt (even though I am not hungry) and watching various television shows (very interested in "Prison Break" at the moment). I am also waiting for somebody to return home so that we can talk! Yeah, "Prison Break" is very interesting. But I can clearly see why at the beginning, it always says, "Viewer discretion advised." It is so gory! Or bloody, whatever. It makes me hate the antagonists. Which, I guess, is a good thing. Something along that line. Tomorrow is my registration day; school resumes next Wednesday. Goodness me, I really do not want to go back to school! I would much rather attend summer school the way it has been for an entire year than go to regular school. Really. Too bad it cannot be so. As of now, I am only one-third way done with summer assignments. Calculus down, English and chemistry to go. Forget Deca. For now. Cramming everything into two weeks does not work at al...

I haven't been blogging much lately. Gee, I wonder why. Maybe because I haven't been doing much. Hence, I don't have much to talk about! I began Driver's Ed yesterday. It is so boring. Aside from watching the DVDs, which sometimes is interesting. In a way. I am almost halfway done! But I will admit that I barely remember what I skim through the handbook thing. Yeah, skim, not read. Haha. The only time I ever do anything for it is...when I am in class. It's okay, though. Now, whenever I'm out and walking and being a civilized pedestrian, I cannot help but point out the incessant crimes that drivers are committing! That was an overstatement, but still. Somebody just asked me if today's blog is going to be long. And I will tell you now: NO. At least, probably not. Heck, I'm boring myself already! Goodness. Oh, darn. A neon green paper just caught my eye: the AP English Language summer assignment. Golly gee, what will I do?! All I've done all week this...

Yeah, it is rather cold right now... Even though I just took a warm shower. Well, I did just eat a cold yogurt, too. Oh, my, the Yoplait light strawberry orange sunrise is so good! The vanilla is nasty, though. Never purchase that. Do the strawberry orange sunrise. Even the name is exotically tempting! Yum... I'm going to get that again next time. I don't know why I hated yogurt before. Oh, right, because it was nasty. Perhaps I have traded in my like for milk for yogurt. They're both milk, essentially... I used to love cheese, too! Now I just hate it. Talk about change of tastes/ preferences. I miss summer school. Good times. Aside from those gay econ tests. Which were...yeah, gay. Haha. I really miss it. Ah, physical education was so blissful. I paused for about an hour because I have been chatting on AIM. I'm having six conversations! Now there's something that hasn't happened in a rather long time. It's fun to be talking to that many people (or more) at ...

Sometimes, I really suck at life. Or maybe it's just relationships, whatever "ships" they may be. That's all I'll say. That and that this sucks. Would you look at that? Shortest blog ever.

After dinner tonight, we finally went to visit our former landlady and her fellow lord of the same land. All day today, I persistently asked my mom, "So are we going later?" As it turned out, we did. It was a very nice evening. We moved from there to here about eleven years ago, apparently. When we got there, my mom was driving around slowly wondering where she should park. Then she decided to park on the other side of the road because she did not want to get a citation for parking somewhere that is not an actual parking space or whatever. And I said, "No police ever come here except if a little girl dials 911 and then screams 'Mommy!' because she does not know what she is doing." That was referring to myself all those years ago... It was an interesting occurrence. Anyway, we had some small talk and did some reminiscing. Apparently, I was very...sassy even back then! And smart. Haha. And my sister and I would pick her small tomatoes and throw them at each ...

The dashboard page thing looks so different today. That is because it is! But why? I like it better the way it was before. It has been three days since I last wrote anything here, and surprisingly, I did not miss this at all. I suppose that given certain circumstances, I just do not feel the need to anymore. But oh, well. I told myself that I would not neglect this blog, that this is another thing on my "Commitment(s)" list. Deca was the very first one on that list. Now instead of just one item, I have... more :) I honestly do not know how, when, or why I became commitment-phobic, so to speak. That sounds very extreme, so I guess I will tone it down and say that I used to be afraid of commitment. Strange. Actually, it is not even that I was ever truly afraid. Curiosity, infatuation, impatience. Over and over. There you go. But hopefully I will grow out of that, as I have with the repetitive marriage-divorce thing. Haha. At the moment, I am talking to a friend with whom I hav...

I'm sure I'm not alone when I say that sometimes I wish certain situations could just blow over or at least fade away. Certainty of such occurrences would provide much relief in one's daily life. Yeah, if only it worked that way. I guess that this just means that one has to be willing to let go of something in order to gain something else. As in economics, marginal rate of substitution, or the law of. But is it so hard to ask for both things, especially when they both are good, one that used to be, and one that has been? Reallocation is necessary here, but unfortunately I do not have sufficient funds that will allow flexibility of my budget line. My indifference curve is way below where I find would be ideal, yet in more ways than one, I'm satisfied enough. Some days, I find myself at optimal utility, at equilibrium point; other days, well, I just don't care so much. Nonetheless, I am satisfied with the latter "one." At this moment in time, I am very sleep...

sigh . So very many things have happened this weekend, in the past two days, two and a half. And I'll just admit right away that it's been a complete mix of emotions this entire time, even now. And I'm sure that this will continue for a while, even though... I'm really tired right now, so that'd explain my inarticulation and my soon to be constant loss of train of thought. I'd been studying econ notes for about three hours, then as five o' clock rolled around, I went outside and asked my mother where my phone was because apparently my sister had gotten it back, and she pointed to the shelf behind her, so...yeah, I was kind of happy to retrieve my phone, because I did miss it! I actually missed talking to some people, too. But, yeah. Anyway, I didn't want to read the book because I'd read it twice already, so I just decided to come here to the computer, where I haven't been to the whole day...prior to now. If that made any sense. I think that I ha...

It wasn't until a few moments ago when I realized that today is... was , 08/08/08, not that it matters much to me, because such "beliefs" are so far beyond reality for me. I like to call myself a cynical optimist. Or simply a realist. The Olympics began today, I guess. Or yesterday, whichever. I don't understand what is so good about watching it today. I mean, really. Nothing is going on! All that's happening right now is different countries' athletes walking around, waving and whatnot. (I am not watching it; I just so happened to have glanced at it once or twice in the last five minutes.) I can't wait until the swimming part... And I think we all know why! Ha, just kidding. Kind of. But really. I like watching gymnastics, as well. It's so interesting how flexible they can be! I'm flexible, as well...with my words. From time to time. sigh So much has happened today, even though it feels like nothing in particular happened at all. Or perhaps it'...

'cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you I haven't listened to that in a long time, but for some reason, the lyrics just occurred to me. Currently 4:23 in the afternoon and watching "Reba," an old episode, very old. Do they ever have new episodes anymore? Speaking of which, I was informed today that there will no longer be any new episodes of "Friends!" I was freaking out about it, but then the informer said that there'd still be reruns, so...that's okay, I suppose. My throat really hurts, for some reason. It's not like I screamed or anything, either! Gee. I need water. I need to go to the library, too, to return a math book that I borrowed over a month ago but never ever used. I guess I'll just have to borrow it again when the time comes...as in, when I decide that I really do seriously need to...

OH, MY. WHAT THE FUGLY STUPID. I had just been blogging for over an hour, and now EVERYTHING IS GONE! I had so much written, too! And I absolutely refuse to rewrite everything, because that took so very much time and effort, and now I shall just talk about what an even crappier day I've had since that just occurred! What the fugly stupid! I am seriously about to have a heart attack or something. Really. See, I accidentally selected everything, then pressed the arrow key, for some reason, and it just so happened that blogger.com had to auto-save at that very moment! What the stupid fugly!! Oh, my goodness. I am now officially obsessively pissed off! Oh, gosh. I do not think that anybody should communicate with me now. Or else they're in for some seriously ranting! I had said so much meaningful stuff, too! Why?! See, the title for that one was simply "Catastrophic Seconds", but after several attempts to restore that, I added the second part. Oh, goodness gracious me! Wh...