Days of My Life

Looks like the real weather is finally coming in. Cold, cloudy, windy..., dark. Beyonce is on the Ellen DeGeneres show right now, and she is performing one of the songs on her new album. Sounds quite nice to me. I belive that this is the first time I have ever seen her dressed so...professionally. In other words, appropriately. And her hair is up in a ponytail. How cool is that? I mean, that she looks so spiffy. Perhaps that's the look that accompanies "Sasha Fierce"? Oh, my. She's crying as she is singing this song. Why? It's nice, though, because it only means that what she sings comes from the heart; it conveys her passion. She's still crying! Aw, what a performance. Thanksgiving arrives in, well, after tomorrow. Do you know what that means? The end of yet another month is fast approaching! sigh. Time, time, time. Seriously, though, one day, I want to just get a clock and hold it in my hands just so I can say that I have a lot of time on my hands and liter...

I really ought to be somewhere else right now. Instead, I am at home, longing to be at that someplace else with a whole bunch of somebody elses...one in particular, I suppose you may have already inferred. What a rush, what a rush. I think that I shall be doing quite a bit of writing tonight, considering that I don't have that much homework this weekend. (Note to self...or you can remind me this, too: English essay!) Actually, putting that note to self seems quite senseless since I never really read my own blog anyway. Well, sometimes I glance at it just to see what has happened over the past however ong it's been since the last blog or whatever I am saying right now. I don't even want to be home now. I want to be out! Seriously, though, what kind of a teenager stays at home all the time? Even one of my cousins, who "doesn't even like going outside," goes out every once in a while. Granted, he goes out for the purpose of an income, but still. I don't think...

Why is decision making so difficult, anyway? Goodness. It is currently a quarter to four in the afternoon, and I just thought that I would take a couple of minutes (and then some, as we all probably already know) to do this because as I was eating yogurt (blueberry, yum) a few minutes ago, it occurred to me how much time has passed since I last did this. About a week plus a few days. If you care to know. Seriously, though, life is hard. I mean, the concept and principle of it is deceivingly simple. But the seemingly, deceivingly "little things" in it... Gosh. What a rip-off. I would like to file a complaint to the deities up or down wherever they may reside (or not). And here I thought that I wasn't going to have much homework today because I had been working on chemistry and only chemistry the entire day yesterday. No joke. Yes, it surprised me, too. And now, I have to do more chemistry (which I don't mind), math (which will undoubted take a long, long time consideri...

Not once again, really. More like "finally." My sincere apologies for boring you with, well, nothing. My excuse is, as always, that I have been busy with a plethora of matters, and apparently, this has not been one of them. Oh, well. I'm here now, aren't I? Let us make the best of this. First off, I am so tired now. Not even tired, actually. My eyes are tired, and my head hurts (notice I didn't say that I have a headache), both of which have been occurring frequently lately. Solution: sleep. sigh . If only! My legs are going to be so sore tomorrow; nine miles today. Nine point something, I don't care too much at the moment to do exact calculations; all I know for sure is 15K (kilometers?), which, if you don't know, is quite long! I slept on the bus on the way back and woke up with something along the line of naseau (if that is how it is spelled). It was awfully horrible, but after lunch and a shower, I'm feeling quite better now, thank you for caring. ...

Why does nobody ever think of it that way, huh? Why must everybody conform to this supposed and irrelevant "holiday"? sigh . I am sitting here in front of the television and wondering when I will continue to get on with my life. As in, when I will stop gazing at this screen with motion picture and when I will cease this activity by the nomenclature of blogging. Then proceed to shower and then continue to study for tomorrow's major tests, which are likely to determine my far-fetched but ambitious future...or lack thereof, sadly. No, not really. But I have to sleep earlier tonight and wake up a bit before seven tomorrow, dagnabbit. And fill in bubbles for two hours! How ugly-seeming is that? Agh. Test taking is so dreadful. Too bad it plays a role in students' futures, which are, again, far-fetched, as well as unpredictable. But you know, you gotta do what you gotta do. For the meantime, anyway. Heck, I'm getting sleep already. I've been sleeping at midnight or ...

The end of yet another month is approaching, and I realize that I have barely blogged this month. Very sparse blogging. My apologies on that, if you actually anticipate regular blogs. 8:25 in the evening it is now, and I am doing only this and listening to songs. As well as chatting online, of course. But it's with only one person, give or take a few dying on the side conversations here and there. More of there than here. Currently I am thinking about the homework that I have to do. Though it doesn't seem much, I am sure that it will take quite a while to write four sentences. It's not easy trying to condense an entire page or two's worth of text into four sentences that cover the whole thing, you know. You ought to try it or something or something. I'm sure you'd have fun. And then with the other homework...I feel like I have so much to do this weekend! Tomorrow is Halloween. No offense, but what kind of a fool cares about Halloween? It isn't even a real ho...

That was the last answer I heard for the second to last clue for the first round of "Jeopardy". Seemingly, "High School Musical 3: Senior Year" came out today! Agh, I do not understand why they had to have it out in theaters instead of just on television. Greedy, gluttonous businesspeople, darn it. Really, though. I bet they're going to be down there in the box office department. However interesting it does seem. Gee, we need to go buy fruit again. I just had a gala apple (yes, a specific kind), and I miss nectarines! Nectarines, white or yellow, are delectable. sigh . I am so lethargically exhausted right now. Have been for the past two weeks, actually. I've slept at midnight or later and woken up at 5:43 every morning! And it's not even like I get to sleep in tomorrow or Sunday because there's Deca workshop tomorrow and the 10K run on Sunday. Dagnabbit. Geez, seven thirty tomorrow and five thirty Sunday. What the stupid is up with that?! -"Cha...