Amidst Uncertainty

I wish I knew, I wish I could
Be as certain as I was years ago
I wish I knew, I wish I would
Just go ahead, I know I should

But I'm young, uncertain
Not sure what I'm asserting
Thinking about the future's a burden
If I could just sleep on it, draw the curtains

Just for a while, maybe a few years
To figure things out, brave my fears

Maybe then I'll finally know,
Maybe then I'll finally see
Just what in the world I'm supposed to be.

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